Well, being at home on holidays is boring but it just give me the time to reflect on my secondary school life

i realise how much fun i had in secondary school like disturbing the fuck out of the nerds and geeks, pranking teachers and disturbing them, calling teachers and fellow classmates names and stuff

Definitely full of memories but it just set me thinking does my actions offend others? well, personally i always play around so i think that my actions and words are meant to be joking but others will think otherwise right?

People have hated me for my attitude before, i accept that and i move on.
I changed and i move on.
Well, this have not just happen to me during secondary school life. In fact, it also happen to me during primary school. Im kinda of sad when i recall cause i remember i was being bullied around in primary school. thats why when i reached secondary school, i was determined to not be bullied and be the bully instead.

Stepping on people's bag right in front of them, spitting at their works, scolding them in the face, punched them in the face, i even went to the extend that i used broom as a weapon to disturb them. how jerk i was last time. I AM SORRY TO THOSE I OFFENDED. SERIOUSLY MAJOR GUILTY.

But now in poly, friends around me are like me, making fun and stuff. but i just hope that none of those that happen to me during secondary and primary school life will ever fucking happen again.

Cause, now the reason i go school is cause of the friends i made in poly. It's not the motivation to do well that matters now. It's more of friendship that motivates me to go school and to study.